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"Writing is a journey of healing. It's diving into my deepest waters. It's the all-or-nothing moment of myself."

Writing has always been a part of my life, from a very young age. My diaries from over 30 years are proof of that. I also made writing my profession: I'm a journalist. But writing from the soul, that only sprouted when I was almost forty. It invaded me and overflowed during a moment of acute crisis, when I momentarily lost my sanity while dealing with frequent psychotic episodes. It was thanks to them that the words began to take on new forms. In a way, it was precisely the crises and the pain that made me a writer of myself. I then returned, without realizing it, to writing a diary, and from those crooked lines was born "Eyes closed, only if it's to avoid good winds." The book is a kind of open letter to myself and my loved ones. It's scary to write in pain because the danger is that you get used to it and attribute your entire creative process to it. But if it weren't for writing during that dark moment, I wouldn't even be here. Of that, I'm certain. But then, as the months passed and a passionate love arrived, the words took a different direction. They now brought me colors, smells, and tastes. They flowed. Pure delight. They wanted to speak of desire, of love, and of anxieties too, why not? This time, they sprouted from pulsating life. From what is most instinctive and primitive within me. Thus, “Chronicles of an Immoderate Love,” my second book in less than a year, was born. I realize that writing is within me, in all my nuances. It's part of my deepest self, bringing to the surface the all or nothing of me. It summons me to life.

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So, who am I?

Luana Dalmolin de Souza , although I never sign my name as de Souza, which definitely annoys my father, even if he denies it. A journalist who discovered herself as a writer and is a psychoanalyst in training. In 2025, I published the books "Olhos fechado, só se for para intencionar bons ventos" (Eyes Closed, Only if it's to Intend Good Winds) , about my journey in mental health, by the publisher Toma Aí Um Poema (TAUP) , and "Crônicas de um amor desmedido" (Chronicles of an Immoderate Love) , by Caravana Grupo Editorial. I create collages and canvases, all of which are gathered on my artistic profile "Com afeto" (With Affection) , and on the website Onírico: imagens do inconsciente (Onírico: Images of the Unconscious ).

I just turned forty and I feel comfortable with the arrival of this new cycle. Taurus, Scorpio rising, a mix of earth and water. I value loyalty, I like the feeling of stability and long-lasting relationships, which doesn't stop me from turning the tables in an instant. Pure contradiction, thank God! I suffer from chronic dissatisfaction like a Woody Allen character, which is hard work, but forces me out of my comfort zone. I'm afraid of this dissatisfaction that fills my chest, but I'm resigned to the fact that my survival depends on it. I see the world, my world, as an eternal quest and, naively, I keep searching until I find it, until I find myself.

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